save it

if only there was one way, just one way

to keep this blog alive. to let my mother

let me have it. to convince her its saving

me, not hurting me or making me more

fucked up. if there was just one way to

save this blog, by god, i would be right

onto it. but i think its already fucked. i

think shes going to delete it. so now ive

decided i dont give a shit what she thinks

anymore. im going on my blog anytime

i can, regardless of consequences. fuck

this. its my blog and ill save it in my own

special way.

ps: look! its the giraffe top i keep talking about haha