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Thursday, December 10, 2009

i dont even know why i bother

why do i even read your blog anymore?
all i end up doing is crying.
you make me feel shit. i dont want to feel that way.
your so insensitive and your full of lies.
you turn eveything around that i say,
that is a joke, or even just a comment,
nothing to be thought of,
and you take it and twist it into lies.
to make you feel better? to make you feel like a victim?
to make me seem like bitch definitely.
thats it, i said i wouldnt forgive you a while ago,
and i ended up apologising for you misenterpreting my words...
this always happens.
and then you wonder why i question, why i dont trust.
well... its kind of obvious. you dont trust me.
so thats it,
if this so called best friendship of ours only ever brings me
sadness;
depression;
endless tears.
and ofcourse its always all my fault,
i dont think i want this anymore.
so, sorry, but
goodbye. and yes, i do mean it.
i dont want to friends with someone like you.


1 comment:

  1. i dont know if im reading this right.
    you're saying for all these years ive loved you so much, i've given you depression and tears. all the years i help you through your problems. all the times i listen and understand and stand by you. i depress you.
    that's twisting a story.
    thanks.
    i even made an effort to write that blog post in a way that wouldnt hurt you. i cared that much.
    im the gullible one, you know? i dont get jokes.
    "i like that (1) id eat it anyday (1)" fuck you both.

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